Missing in action. That's me. Complete failure at the whole ‘post every day for 30 days’.
Hanging over my head has been the doctors warning- ‘the only risk is between 24 and 31 weeks,of premature labour’
I have had no bleeding since week 19 and a bit.
Reached 24 weeks on Saturday.
Tonight, the bleeding has started again. Right on cue.
It is not a great time for us, with Christmas and the new school year coming up, hubbys hours have been halved.
I am tired of always worrying.
About Beanie. About money. About Christmas and having 4 kids in school next year and how we will manage. About hubbys job. About the fact that right now, i feel as tired as i can remember being, and its only going to be worse when bean arrives. Will i cope?Will I ever actually be a photographer, or is it just an insane dream?
I am tired.
I am sick of whinging.
I just want to be able to relax again.
I will make a doctors appointment tomorrow.